Wow, Privacy really isn't a luxury online anymore is it. Regardless, the meaning of life is to not die regretting not going for it. Change is the only way to heal from your darkness.
Ok I suppose there is no point in me even trying to ask you to stop so here it is in full size. If I can't fight or change the process or outcome, I may aswell control what I can control, so I may aswell make it easier for you.